https://innerpup.com The Blog Site and Diary for @Pupzalo Sat, 13 Jul 2024 03:45:15 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=7.1.4 https://innerpup.com/wp-content/uploads/2025/02/cropped-Gemini_Generated_Image_wr56vvwr56vvwr56-1.jpg https://innerpup.com 32 32 Malethingsworn (updated) https://innerpup.com/malethingsworn/ https://innerpup.com/malethingsworn/#comments Sat, 22 Jun 2024 21:54:52 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=698

If you, like me, love socks and especially are into the scent of them – the internet unfortunately hasn’t worked out a way yet for the transmission of smell. Also the same with taste. However there are ways around that in the form of meets, and there are marketplaces for used gear and malethingsworn has a whole host of used gear (and additional extracts) for people who love the kink of getting something they fantasise about from somebody.

I came across (phnarr phnarr) this site when a guy I was intently watching on CAM4 had a link to it on his profile.

The system itself allows sellers to list up the things they’d be willing to use and sell, or items they already have and sell them. Unlike EBAY where you bid and the winner takes all, the items are advertised at the cost the buyer wants but when you click on it to say that you want the item, it then allows you to have a discussion first with the buyer regarding your interests before the buyer then registers and starts the sale process. This means that the purchaser is at least making sure they are getting what they are after. It also allows the seller to customise the product to your specifications too

The system allows a seller to set up a pretty nice profile on the site describing themselves too, which is just what you want if you are buying gear from someone and want to know about the history of not only the item, but who has been wearing it and stinking it up for you.

Ive purchased a pair of used socks and will update the post according to how the hole thing goes.

Update : 02/06/24 – Ive received my first pair of used socks from Atlas_07 after he sent them on Thursday, It felt weird to receive a parcel on a Sunday but theyve come via Evri so I suppose Im lucky they didnt turn up in October.

Tbh I could have done with them Friday night after plans I had went to the dogs and I had an evening to enjoy them! Unfortunately they will have to wait until I want a pair of sweaty socks to enjoy in my face, but given work and family commitments that’s going to be at least 2 weeks away…

Update 2: Well i opened the bag, and unfortunately what was inside was too rank for me. I really prefer sweaty and a few days worn, but these were FILTHY and i really dont like the idea of the socks being put through mud/filth without knowing what exactly it is, so unfortunately the pics of the socks shown were more to my taste than those that arrived. I probably didnt specify any requirements because i went off the pictures as reference but I suppose this shows the risk you take in any transaction like this – would be the same on any other site.

Do you have an experience of using this site? If so let me know in the comments below.

If you fancy signing up to the site, use the link here :

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PornHub https://innerpup.com/pornhub/ https://innerpup.com/pornhub/#comments Mon, 15 Apr 2024 22:00:00 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=671 PornHub used to be THE place to go for pretty much all of your porn needs a few years ago, but with the rising popularity of Twitter, sites like Onlyfans and Just4fans where people could monetise their own content, PornHub (who had been consuming most of the other porn sites in the industry) found themselves stuck when the whole financial supporting arm of their credit card processing provider was not happy with the amount of uncensored content on the site.

It was true that you used to be able to upload pretty much any type of content there (even illegal), and because of its international site, they really struggled with this moderation of content and monetisation from it. In the past few months post covid, things appear to have turned around and Pornhub has cleaned out thousands and thousand of videos from the catalogues and finally implemented a huge amount of the social media functionality that has been missing from the site for years.

Ive had an account here on Porn hub for 5 years or so now, and ive uploaded a few pics and a video from the site, but the great thing about the site is that theres a load of content on here that you can then share, create playlists, and you have a social stream where you can comment on the types of videos you like and then comment on,

The site definitely looks like its now starting to attempt to be the Facebook that all kinksters wanted it to be, but it just didn’t have those features in there. Now the site offers proper 2FA security, allows you to have friends AND also have subscribers and subscribe to other peoples profiles. There are also now monetisation options available as they must realise how much business theyve lost from Onlyfans and Just4fans!

This article is a work in progress and i’ll add to it from my experiences using the platform over time, but please feel free to add me on there if you have an account and check out some of the playlists that ive curated based on my own preference of course 😉

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Want to be an InnerPup Contributor? https://innerpup.com/want-to-be-an-innerpup-contributor/ Thu, 11 Apr 2024 16:15:59 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=661 Well, the question is in the title really. When I started this blog site, i had high hopes for regular updates about porn, the scene, pup play tips but my usual enthusiasm was short lived as work got really busy. However, if i had a dozen or so pups who all contributed articles the site may be something that people would want to visit. So if youd like to become a contributor DM me on my X (Twitter) @pupzalo

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Manchester Rubber Weekend (MRW 2023) https://innerpup.com/manchester-rubber-weekend-mrw-2023/ Sun, 25 Jun 2023 04:38:02 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=590 I bought a ticket to MRW14 as I have every single year, but with the thought in my head that ill go out and not feel comfortable, or end up coming home as my anxiety of socialising still looms large.

Work commitments kicked in which meant i had to work thu/fri so I only was out Saturday and Sunday, so I missed out on Drone and my plan to wear my full rubber suit with rubber pig hood, but given the heat that weekend I’m not sure i would have lasted without a trough to bathe in! The Sunday was also Fathers day so I knew would have to take a trip over to see my folks at some point on the Sunday.

Tyke, Starkey, Champion and Mark were all staying over at mine and this helped me because @pupnutrix couldn’t make the event as had prior plans away for his best friends birthday.

This meant i was solo, and that’s when i usually feel at my most vulnerable. I’m tall, and I stand out and I know that i spent the first 30 years of my life hiding my kinks and being gay in the closet and its hard to bring them out and not feel that deep pit of anxiety of being “discovered” that i had so many times as a kid, having a wank, buying a gay times, it was quite a length of time feeling that i was abnormal, and i hate that i wasted the first part of my life being like that.

I love hanging out with the Tskin pack, they are a few people who ask me to go out and do stuff with them and I love their company. For someone with anxiety like me, trust me the best thing you can do is invite someone to just hang with you. You can also introduce them to pup play, which is where Zalo comes into his own masking my face and insecurities and bringing out the fun side of my play.

I went to the markets on Sunday held in Sub101 which were better than they have been in other years. Invincible Rubber looked to be the main gear exhibitor there, with quite a bit of new gear to purchase, however the black and red hoodie that i tried on was marked as XL but they must be small fits because id probably need an XXL. It was a good place for me to socialise and to meet up with a few people that I hadnt seen in years, both on canal street, and then inside Sub101 where the market was held. We were out in just cotton gear t-shirts which kept my anxiety down a little.

One of the stallholders was selling what looked like crystal-glass cut kink windows. I hadn’t seen these before so obviously wanted one that looked like sox, and so I bought @pupnutrix a stained glass mobile of a lad sat on his knees with his ass, cap and socks on which looks good even in stained glass as the sun does literally shine out his ass!

Rubber has always been so so sexy to me, I remember my first Manchester pride i attended and the rubber men literally had my jaw drop to the floor and rubber purchases (i mean i had everything else, skin, leather, footy kit, rugby kit, workwear and suits) i bought just felt amazing as i discovered pup play and adorned a rubber hood and rubber gear. Of course, playing in rubber means that an expensive garment can get torn, or wear out the glue, or stain and ive had plenty of replacement suits and gear and now prefer vest and trousers/shorts mostly.

After a post-shopping and regroup and change we started our Saturday night as we stood out on the street outside Rem. It was nice to be surrounded and feel safe with a group of friends and i had planned to be hoodless all weekend. I went out as a handler, hoping to maybe get to put someone on my lead and make then my pup for while. Id packed my hood though just in case i needed Zalo to put in an appearance. Ive put my own gallery of pics I managed to take at the end of the article.

Standing outside the REM is a clear socialising point when it comes to events in Manchester. It was busy – and again I saw lots of faces i recognised but few that said hello or allowed my glancing to at least mouth hello to them. After a couple of hours we went over to Darkcell, which had been renamed PopCell and DarkCell, and there as people met others and I stood there, I decided I needed Zalo to cheer me up, and hence hood came on – immediately my mood cheered, and I danced and felt in better spirits immediately,

I put on a brunch on the Sunday and had friends over to try the vacuum cube i bought years ago. Looked like a Borg cube in the corner of the living room, resistance was futile for any rubber drone who would be drawn and assimilated into it. Tyke and Starkey helped set it up and although i didn’t get to try it we got 3 sexy boys in it. If anyone wants to try, the admission price is just sox n trainers to sniff whilst u enjoy 😉

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CAM4 https://innerpup.com/cam4/ Fri, 28 Apr 2023 23:16:30 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=533 I added my link in the menu bar to my CAM4 page last weekend. CAM4 is something that I’ve done on and off for a few years now, and I’ve had both good and bad experiences with it, but on the whole its added a number of positive experiences that I needed regarding my own body positive image during sex.

In a meet-up that I had last month, with a young lad who wanted the lights switching off in order for him to have sex, i recommended that he had a go at it, because until you see yourself as others perceive you, your own image can be so much more worse than what you actually face when you display yourself and start to receive feedback from other people. He was gorgeous but he was what i call stocky, because he had an amazing furry belly (which always turns me on), i wouldn’t have changed a thing, but he was so self-conscious about it, I didn’t push it.

Being worried about displaying my face on there, Ive always appeared hooded when Ive broadcast. Come one come all, Zalo is a persona that represents me and how i want to be perceived on there and sexually that’s also been quite a constructive part of putting myself on show live, and dealing with live comment feedback, which has on the whole been positive. Ive realised that I do have a great ass! Not because ive materially done anything to improve it, but because of the amount of comments received from lots of different people. Having been with someone for so many years that didn’t mention it, and obviously did not like my body, its then hard to change that perception, but CAM4 has helped.

First of all, the system requires that you register before you are allowed to send any comments at all to performers. Users therefore joining the site, have already gone thru a vet check, rather than you facing a cold-audience of just the internet! However users are under no obligation to put up a picture or description of themselves, so sometimes you still face chats from people who you have no idea what they look like, where they are from, or why on earth they would be watching your stream.

I love it when you get chatting to someone else who is streaming and they can see you and you can see them.

CAM4 is a live streaming website featuring live performances of primarily amateur sex performers. Broadcasts on CAM4 often feature nudity and sexual activity. When i originally found the site, I was turned on by the number of amateur performers were broadcasting themselves and receiving positive comments regarding their stream. There are lots and lots of performers on there that never show their face on the camera because its firmly pointed at their torso and them enjoying themself live. The ability to send a broadcaster tokens also incentivises the audience to tip them to go further than they currently have with their camera feed. Given the live nature of those streams and watching positive comments come in from audiences, who to be frank rarely tip because that would involve them purchasing CAM4 tokens and converting actual cash into the CAM4 online virtual currency, its is so nice when you see a positive comment appear or are tipped for your performance or to perform further.

If you get set up as a performer than send me a message and let me know you tried it because of this article maybe, or give me a shout next time im broadcasting on there. If you fancy appearing on there with me whilst i demonstrate toys, bondage or other things on cam DM me on Twitter 😉

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I’m an ESTJ https://innerpup.com/im-an-estj/ Thu, 27 Apr 2023 09:37:40 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=543 Ive done personality profiling in work, when a profile tells you if you are suitable for a job role, for example being a manager, or communication skills, but I was surprised recently that a dating website, asked me a series of around 20 questions and then gave me my Myers-Briggs score in the form of what I should do in terms of dating. Id recommend checking up more about profiling and doing your own profile using the website Free personality test, type descriptions, relationship and career advice | 16Personalities

Here’s what the profile said :

About My Personality Type

You are a towering presence in the lives of many and are respected – near and far – for your ability to speak your mind without fretting too much about public opinion. Of course, the same people who respect you may also be intimidated because they don’t see your softer side: the part of you that is fiercely loyal to those who deserve it, and that will do anything to support and protect your friends, your family, and your country.

ESTJ when in love

For you, love is a commitment that is taken very seriously. Once you fully commit yourself to a partner, you are determined to stay with that person “till death do you part.” You are also the type of person who likes to take charge of everything in your life, including your relationships. You are probably the one (unless you hook up with an equally strong-willed General or Traditionalist) who plans most of the dates and who eventually ends up running the household once you are married.

ESTJ where to meet

Where can you meet a Traditionalist? Traditionalists can be found at bars, nightclubs, sporting events, sports bars, shooting ranges, car shows, health clubs, and at outdoor activities (and as members of related clubs and organizations) such as hiking, skiing, camping, river rafting, and mountain climbing.

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Booked my ticket… https://innerpup.com/booked-my-ticket/ Tue, 18 Apr 2023 21:15:04 +0000 https://innerpup.com/?p=539 Finally remembered to book my ticket for this years Manchester Rubber Men (MRM) weekend. Its the 14th year, and you can check out my event page for details of anything im intending to attend with booking details.

This years ticket cost £50 for entry to the 3 nights events, which at first I thought seemed a bit steep, but given that its the best rubber event in the UK, that it takes so much time to organise, then I cant really complain. Click the image to see my event details

Drop me a comment below to let me know your plans…

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